By Lipa Rath
Jul 19 2018
It started all of a sudden. I have never had panic attacks or even anxiety issues. A calm happy life. Toilet anxiety.
When it started I researched about it. All that came out was fear of using public toilets. That was of no help at all.
I did not have that fear.
I had travelled all and used public toilets all my life.
Now I was scared to even get out of my room.
QHHT seemed like the only solution. Past life seemed very limiting to me. With QHHT, I knew my body would get a scanning.
So I went ahead with it.
The night before the session I started feeling nauseous and in fact my first session ended with me puking my guts out. All I could see was light! Bright light! And a bad headache accompanying it.
( Later got to know it was because I asked for reprogramming, my bad. :p)
Not a session anyone would expect. Then went for another session. Now heading for a session made me scared. Given my first experience.
But the session went smoothly. Nothing eventful. In fact I might have felt a little dejected. One goes in expecting to see magic.
It did happen. But it took me some time to really see and accept it.
The minute I stepped out of the session I could already feel light.
Yet somehow stable and grounded. I felt a little sad that the healing hadn’t taken place even when I had believed that it would.
It was after a few days I started feeling a shift. No longer would I get panic attacks or thoughts that I would just embarrass myself in front of the world somehow. No negative scenarios.
I went about my days as usual. I would get jitters at first. But I was able to calm down right that minute.
It took days to be honest to release those jitters. And even after a month I do get scared of it relapsing. But the panic is gone. The frequent toilet visits are gone. The fear surrounding it is gone. I feel calmer and stronger.
I feel lighter now.
Hope more people do.